Day 226 Am I okay

22 08 2013

It’s amazing how many times in the day I hear some random women say something negative about how they look. I truly appreciate a women when she’s not a dolled up. Women please listen: when u think u look ur worst u look ur best. Appreciate ur true beauty and if he doesn’t like it teach him.  You teach a man by not speaking down how you look. You learn that the more respect  yourself even on the ” not good days” he will learn. Men are dumb creatures. You also teach by complimenting him even on his bad days.

I got to have lunch with one of my favorite fraternity brothers yesterday and catch him up on the past 4 years. He said are you okay. I said absolutely doing great. He said sometimes I read your blog and I worry about you. I want to let all of you to know that I truly am doing great. I struggle some days like everyone and there are moments that take me back to a sad or angry place in my past. I write about my past, divorce, father, loss of friends, money etc.. but I want someone to understand the past is just that. It does hurt and shapes our future but we don’t have to be defined by it. I still write because it makes me feel better and I need to get the pain of life off of my chest. Many of you don’t know that Im very funny, I can tell a joke about anything, I can laugh at the smallest things and Im the guy that ” yes he just said that”. I used to be serious and when funny it was just to cover up my pain. Now my true Tyler is back and I love to entertain and try to make others smile. For the first time in my 37 years I have a peace about me and sometimes the peace is weird and I don’t understand it but I do appreciate it.

This is the best place I have ever been in life. Sure I would love to have someone in my life to help complete the circle but that time hasn’t come. Since I have waited and got to the point that I don’t “need” someone  she will be lucky and so will I. So the question are you okay. I have never been better, if your close to me you would say when you were born you weren’t okay but that’s just my crazy side you don’t know about. I truly appreciate all of the encouragement, sayings and patience you have shown with me. Don’t worry if Im not okay I will let you know but in the mean time here is one guy that the devil didn’t beat.

 

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